Broke, but not Broken

So I'm back, I happen to be at work, which some may think slightly unprofessional, but I just don't seem to find the time when I get home to start my slow Toshiba laptop, and get it running to write. Things have been interesting in the world of AbiD. I just booked my first wedding, so that means commission, which makes me happier because I'm really wanting to move into an apartment and get married.

I mean don't get me wrong living with Kyle and his parents has been amazing, I just sometimes feel as if I could be in there space. And I'm pretty sure they wouldn't say if it was a problem, which I'm sure its not. I however just want my own home so badly, and have actually come to look up to, and respect people with their own properties, as I know regardless of what their house looks like, it is a struggle. Bonds, and Levy's and electricity etc, which we mostly take for granted when we are young and living with our parents who pay it all for us.

Stay at home for as long as you can. Musically... hmmm I have stage fright which I'm sure I have mentioned before, but am currently on tablets for the anxiety, which seems to be helping me sing for people. I was invited to the launch of a magazine the other day, me who gets invited to nothing, and I was so excited when I saw black tie, but shitting myself. What to wear, not long after that I get a message to ask if i will sing at the event, needless to say i was honoured, and scared as hell.

For someone who doesn't sing for anyone to be singing for a bunch of people made me feel a little bit weary, but I thought to myself.. SELF, they are not here to watch you fail or judge you, although some will. They are here for the magazine, and to enjoy the fine tune of my soulful voice. Kyle and I arrived there, I had some pictures (which I am still dying to see) spoke to a few people and got myself ready to do this.

BOOOO, no microphones, and therefor no singing, so that was gay. I was disappointed that after all this time of hype, we were told to enjoy the party.. Oh well, I went I saw, and I conquered the fear.
So thumbs up to me. Ive met a few people who are interested to work with me, but Ameen (peter Parker swag) is who I started with and will stick by. He has done so much for me, that I feel I owe it to him.

Anyways I should probably answer the phone or something :)

AbiD